it's all coming to an end.

yup.all that we've ever studied for.is finally coming to a closure.it's finally wrapping up.lol.hmmm.why do i think i said this last week too.ohh wells.dont care.the end is just coming.period.i'm happy happy.indeed the Lord has been merciful.indeed throughout the whole of my exams,He's been there watching over my every step.i was sick yesterday since before the emaths paper 2.i felt totally out of sorts and i was really really really worried.i prayed 4 times.He answered.PRAISE THE LORD!yup.indeed.he has been good.

many a times i think.i realise.i know.that i'm a whole lot more fortunate than many others around.many things.in fact all the things that i've ever desired,i seem to possess.dont call me lucky.i'm just blessed.after all,i was an ugly baby with a big mouth.rarrr. (: however.sometimes i just feel,getting all that ive ever wanted isnt the best especially if ive hurt some of those that i really really love in the process.even if i get what i want but end hurting someone that matters the most to me,then i suppose i cant and wont want it anymore.i'm sorry for all the selfish things that ive done and i really hope i could make it up.but i really dont know how.would someone enlighten me?havent seen much response.why isnt anyone telling me anything nowadays.it just seems like ive been isolated.like no one trusts me anymore.like no one ever wants to be near me.

man.i suck.
manda.you should just go dig a whole and disappear after your o levels and appear again to collect your results then disappear again.you might be tempted to resurface.but you know once you do that,you're gonna start hurting people again.just.disappear.

so anyways.im in the midst of my o levels and seriously.i wanna proclaim that I REALLY REALLY LOVE MY SCHOOL HALL.dont ask me why.i think ive just developed a sort of attachment to it.like.hmmm.i just love my school hall.period.rarrr.shoo if you dont agree.
taking my O levels in the school hall has been lotsa fun.it just feels right.like i was meant to do my exams there for life.like this is where everything starts and ends for me.uh huh.i love the hall. (:

after the O's-thursday 5.15pm-i'll be free from 8am-1030pm everyday.wheee.all those people whom i'm supposed to meet up for breakfast,lunch,dinner or even high tea,feel free to ring me up and book a date alright!i look forward to enjoying a meal with you.i'm sure it'd be lotsa fun.ooo.if you dont call me out for meals then i'm very sure you'll see me around every single mall in Singapore no matter big or small,new or old.yup.you might even catch me in serimbun from 24-27 Nov, the states from 1-17 Dec or Sentosa from 18-22 Dec.OOO.i'll be back in my school hall on the 22nd of Nov for my prom.wheee~!

so that's been my update about the past week.i barely mentioned the O levels for the very reason that it's just it.nothing much to say also.lol.takkaire y'all.just 6 more papers.6 more.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.each and everyone of you.